There's little information out there for people who decide to reverse some or all of the effects of a transition. This meant few people could understand Ky's decision and help her in her time of need, leaving her susceptible to the recruitment tactics of gender critical campaigners.
What was really compelling was this idea that if I joined in, I could finally get over this pain I've been carrying. I could finally get over this trauma and feel better about myself. But like life, it didn't work like that.